my heart to you.

babe, i just want to say, please try to forgive me. stay by beside me and don't even put out the glow if you. please hold me now and don't bother and if every minutes that makes me weaker atleast you can save me from the man that i have become. looking back all the thing i have done, i want to try to be someone lese. i did play my part, but i did put you in the dark. so believe in me and now let me show you tha shape of my heart.

sadness is beautiful in their own way, but loneliness is tragically, so help me i can't win this war on my own. when you touch me, touch me for real. don't bother if i feel uncomfortable if every minutes that make me weaker, u still ca save me from the man that i have become looking back all the thing i have done, i want to try to be someone else. i did play my part, but i did put you in the dark. so believe in me and now let me show you the shape of my heart.

so please, take me as i am, feel me as i should be. stay by my side and love me as i do towards you. you are the only one that can save me from the man that i have become.

Fall in love

When I fall in love in your love, I lose myself. I’m drowning. Love once again. These footprints won’t disappear. We saw the moon. Dream by night with a star. Speaking of windows, I see love smilling. Turbulent romance, it penetrates to the chest seen by night. I love you, however many times, at the same.

Every day, I carry the same love for you. Behind gentle eyes, we became one. I am in love. When I fall in love, without turning around it became different shaking love. I yearn for you now. I whispered that I want to meet you. Are you living a sweet dream right now?

Like unsolved magic without you everyday I am ill. Wish is it a dream but it is real. Wait for you forever never ever give up. I’ll fall forever into this never-fading dream wanting to love you. I want to touch you gently and hear your voice with these greedy eyes. I ask and ask for a kiss. When I fall in love, , I lose myself. I drowned.

Beautiful Feeling

Beautiful. No other words to describe. This feeling I have for you. So overwhelming my emotions even mountain not enough. It is not the gifts alone. It is the touch, the smiles, the thought, the care, the compassions, the persistence and the heartaches. It is all that is us. This is so beautiful.

Greatness as you, smallest as me. You show me what is deep as sea. A little love, little kiss, little hug, little gift and all of little something these are our memories. You make me cry, make me smile, make me fell that love is true. Make me feel the joy of love. You always stand by my side. I don’t want to say goodbye.

On our love, of course we cried, we cursed, we shouted, we hated each other. We hurt and bleed. But that is important that made us closer. Now, we are here. We cared and loved. If only you were closer, I would have touched your hands, cares your face and kissed your lips. Thank you for all the love you always give to me. So I will always wait for you. My one and true love. I love you no matter what happened.

I will be careful with your heart

I love you and you know I do. There will be no one else for me. Promise I will be always true, for the world and all to see. Love has heard some lies softly spoken and I have had my heart badly broken. I have been burned and I have been hurt before. So I know just how you feel, trust my love is real for you.

I will be gentle with your heart, I will caress it like the morning dew. I will be right beside you forever. I won’t let our world fall apart. From the very start, I will be careful with your heart. you are my last that I love you. I have learned from the past that till life is through. I will still be loving you. I will be true to you, just a promise only to you. I will be careful with your heart.

i just want you to know...

when i clean the house, i suddenly saw 1 box that quite sometimes i did not open it. i look inside and i saw you. looking at the picture from when we first met, you gave me the most beautiful smile and i could never forget then i suddenly remember that night and i can't even protect you that night. when we hold our hands and our finger wraped around each other and i thought that time will never went away. you are my everything, everything to me.

i just want to you know that I've have been fighting to let you go, some days i still can make it through, but when it comes to the night, it never ends.every second i really wish you will come back to me. but still i have to say, i will do it all again just for you. so i just want you to know.i feel all the doors right in front of me are closing as i'm trying to move ahead. deep inside of me i wish it was me instead of you. my dreams are empty on the day you slipped away.

ever since i lost you i really feel like i lost myself, that one i can't fake it and i can't find someone else. so when i keep looking through those picture, i just want you to know that every second I've been fighting to let you, some days i still can make it through, but when it comes to the night, it never ends.every second i really wish you will come back to me. but still i have to say, i will do it all again just for you. so i just want you to know.. so please rest in peace my love.

uptown world or our world?

when she walk right in front of me, i knew that she is the one. the problem is, she 's from uptown and she is uptown girl. she'a always been living in her uptown world with uptown boys, society and of course her family. i bet she never meet a backstreet guys like me and i can bet her mom will never told her why she shouldn't. i thought i want to try my luck getting  y own uptown world and i can bet she want her own downtown man because if she don;t want downtown man, she would not be here, right?
so i am going to try to woo her with my best shot.

when we talk, i can feel that she want me, and then when she knows what she want from her time and when she makes up her mind i will definitely will be there for her. maybe she'll see me not so tough in front of her, because i'm already in love with her. when i keep looking at her, i feel that i have seen her in her uptown world. she did told me that she tired of her own world, her high class toys and everything including all those presents from uptown boys and now she has a choice.

girl, you know u can't afford to buy the pearls but maybe one day when i can, you will understand what kind of guys i will be, then i will be finally a winner. when she walks, she look so fine and when she start talking again, she suddendly say that she is mine!! i feel so shock. and i can't stop smile. i feel like a winner, she's uptown girl and she is my uptown girl. i am soo in love with this uptown girl.

if i let you go forever

day after day, time pass away and i just can't get you out of my mind. nobody knows not eeven my friend what i have hide inside of my heart. i always keep on searching and searching but i still can't find the right words and courage to let you know about my feeling towards you. i never felt so much love before. i keep thing about it, how to tell you about my feeling with the easiest way.

but if i let you go now, i will never know what would my life would be. can't hold you close to me and i keep saying will i ever see your smile and smiling back at me. so how will i know all that if i let oyu go. night after night, i keep hear what my heart keep saying, why can't this feeling just fade away?  why can't i say something everytime i see you? i feel that there is no one like that can speak to my heart straight, its just a shame that our world apart. i'm too shy to ask and i'm too proud to lose but sooner or later i am going to choose which one i will do. once againg, keep thinking about it, how to tell you about my feeling with easiest way.

but if i let you go now, i will never know what would my life would be. can't hold you close to me and i keep saying will i ever see your smile and smiling back at me. so how will i know all that if i let you go.