i just want you to know...

when i clean the house, i suddenly saw 1 box that quite sometimes i did not open it. i look inside and i saw you. looking at the picture from when we first met, you gave me the most beautiful smile and i could never forget then i suddenly remember that night and i can't even protect you that night. when we hold our hands and our finger wraped around each other and i thought that time will never went away. you are my everything, everything to me.

i just want to you know that I've have been fighting to let you go, some days i still can make it through, but when it comes to the night, it never ends.every second i really wish you will come back to me. but still i have to say, i will do it all again just for you. so i just want you to know.i feel all the doors right in front of me are closing as i'm trying to move ahead. deep inside of me i wish it was me instead of you. my dreams are empty on the day you slipped away.

ever since i lost you i really feel like i lost myself, that one i can't fake it and i can't find someone else. so when i keep looking through those picture, i just want you to know that every second I've been fighting to let you, some days i still can make it through, but when it comes to the night, it never ends.every second i really wish you will come back to me. but still i have to say, i will do it all again just for you. so i just want you to know.. so please rest in peace my love.