never let you go

i still remember the first time i met you. it was dark but as you hold my hand, you made me feel as though. i thought i feel enough. when we dance through the night, we were so happy. but that night as well, we drank a lot until i had to hold you hair when you throwing up at the side walk. i giggle and you gave me that jedi strae. it still feel cute.

then you start to smile, suddenly i stone-cold sober. i pull you close to my chest and try to calm you down. you ask me to stay over, but i keep telling you, honey you need some rest. i always knew i love you then, but you never know about it. because i always play it cool but actually i feel scare of letting you go. i always knew that i need you more but i never show it all. all i want is to stay by your side, forever. just say you won't let go. that's all i want.

time pass by, i wake you up with breakfast in bed, preparing your favourite coffee, u drank the coffee and smile to to me. i kiss you forehead and ready to take the kids to school. i saw you wave to us a goodbye and at the same time i thank my lucky star for that night, meeting you in the dark. when we look to each other i forgot the time has pass. i even forgot that i'. older. suddenly i feel want to dance with you again all night long. everytime you dance and smile, you are always as beautiful ans ever and you will always get better because you make me feel this way.

i will always in love with you, i really hope you know about it because sweetheart your love is more heavier than the weight of gold. look how far we go, look how far we grow, and i will always stay with you, until we grow grey and old. all i want is you say you won't let me go.

even in afterlife, even we change to spirit, i still want to be with you because you are always there when i need you the most of all the time. like in our vows, until death do us apart, i will always love you till i die. so i wrote this letter to you to let you know, to let everybody know that this is our story, our love and our ending. just you and me, always forever.

so just keep saying you won't let go because i will never let you go.

i love you

everytime when you pass me by, i will always look at you. my friends say i'm a fool to think that you're the one for me. i feel very embarrassed about it and i guess i'm just sucker for love.. hahahaha

but obviously, you know i will never leave your side, because i feel your my angel that send from above. darling, you have nothing doing wrong to me, what's mine is yours even my money is for you. all i need is you to love me because i love you. you belong to me and i belong to you. just stay right there with me because i 'll promise you my dear i will not put nothing above you.

love me, love you. that's the only words that i want to hear. you can fool me a bit on how you want to do to me. always kiss me and keep kiss me. say that you miss me when i'm not around you. always tell me what i want to hear from you. those 3 words that can change my life with you forever. 

everybody try to tell me otherwise but for you i still refuse to listen to them because they don't spend the time with you like i did. i cherish every single minute. even spend a minute with you feel like a thousand days passing by without your love.

love to you make me blind to the world, but i don't care because when i'm with you everything has disappeared. my problems, my stress just gone to thin air when i look at your face. everytime  i hug you, i would never want to let you go, forever and ever.

always tell me what i want to hear from you. tell me you love me, forever...

i need your love

you know i'm willing to write a symphony, i even tell the violin to play a beautiful song. when its time to sink or swim, i will let you know. everytime i watch them play for you, i'll be like woah. feel like running a thousand miles just to get, to hug and stand where you are.

every beat of my heart, it beat for you. i don't need a whole lot, but for you i admit i rather give you the world, or even beeter you in my world and we can share it together. i know i'm not the first to give the attention and it is a frustration feeling. sweetheart, just listen to what i say. i just need somebody to love, i don't need so much, just somebody to love, to be by my side. just somebody to love

every day when i see your face, i feel that i can bring the sun around you, i will sweep the clouds away, i just need your smile and i will spend my time until the last dime. you can have what ever that you want, i will give it to you, i can bring it to you even give you all the finer thing in the world. all i really want is, i ca'nt even find a right cause, even money can't even find or buy me. i just need somebody to love, which is you, my darling.

is she still out there? looking for me? try to find me? i just need somebody to love.

she will be love

Beauty queen of only eighteen she had some trouble with herself he was always there to help her, she always belonged to someone else i drove for miles and wound up at your door. I've had you so many times but somehow i want more. I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain look for the girl with the broken smile and ask her if she wants to stay awhile.Tap on my window, knock on my door, i Want to make you feel beautiful i know i tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore.
It's not always rainbows and butterflies, It's compromise that moves us along my heart is full, and my door's always open and You can come anytime you wanted.I know where you hide alone in your car
know all of the things that make you who you are, I know that goodbye means nothing at all comes back and makes me catch her every time she falls. I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pourin' rain look for the girl with the broken smile ask her if she wants to stay awhile and she will be loved.Please don't try so hard to say good-bye i don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pourin' rain Please don't try so hard to say good-bye.

GO LOVE YOURSELF

For all the times that you rain on my parade. And all the clubs you get in using my name. You think you broke my heart, oh, girl for goodness' sake. You think I'm crying on my own. well i'm not. I'm man. And I didn't wanna write a song 'Cause I didn't want anybody thinking I still care. I don't, But you still hit my phone up. And, honey, I be moving on.And I think you should be something I don't wanna hold back, Maybe you should know that. My mother don't like you and she likes everybody and i never like to admit that I was wrong,And I've been so caught up in my job,my studies. Did you see what's going on but now i know I'm better sleeping on my own.Cause if you like the way you look that much, honey, you should go and love yourself and if you think that I'm still holding on to something you should go and love yourself.And when you told me that you hate my friends,The only problem was with you and not them and every time you told me my opinion was wrong and tried to make me forget where I came from. And I didn't wanna write a song Cause I didn't want anybody thinking I still care. I don't, But you still hit my phone up and honey, I be moving on and i think you should be something i don't wanna hold back maybe you should know that.For all the times that you made me feel small i fell in love. Now i feel nothing at all and never felt so low when i was vulnerable Was i a fool to let you break down my walls?Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh, honey, you should go and love yourself and if you think that I'm still holding on to something you should go and love yourself.

Loving someone..

                                                                   LOVING SOMEONE

Every day in my life is always difficult because i been searching the girl in my entire life. Beside that, when i'm working, study or do anything else and i see couple, lovers or marriage people and i'm become jealous of them. After that. I've been thinking when the one or the lover of my life will be appearance in my life. I've been thinking does people like me don't deserve woman in my life.After that, i been thinking sharing relationhip with someone means that you have to be responsible and have to be aware that there will be times when things goes wrong. I think i finally found that girl but mybe she doesn't know that i'm exist ...so sad...but she in my class today. Finally i think that all i want to get out of my chest and my life is still lonely and still waiting the one of my life.