never let you go

i still remember the first time i met you. it was dark but as you hold my hand, you made me feel as though. i thought i feel enough. when we dance through the night, we were so happy. but that night as well, we drank a lot until i had to hold you hair when you throwing up at the side walk. i giggle and you gave me that jedi strae. it still feel cute.

then you start to smile, suddenly i stone-cold sober. i pull you close to my chest and try to calm you down. you ask me to stay over, but i keep telling you, honey you need some rest. i always knew i love you then, but you never know about it. because i always play it cool but actually i feel scare of letting you go. i always knew that i need you more but i never show it all. all i want is to stay by your side, forever. just say you won't let go. that's all i want.

time pass by, i wake you up with breakfast in bed, preparing your favourite coffee, u drank the coffee and smile to to me. i kiss you forehead and ready to take the kids to school. i saw you wave to us a goodbye and at the same time i thank my lucky star for that night, meeting you in the dark. when we look to each other i forgot the time has pass. i even forgot that i'. older. suddenly i feel want to dance with you again all night long. everytime you dance and smile, you are always as beautiful ans ever and you will always get better because you make me feel this way.

i will always in love with you, i really hope you know about it because sweetheart your love is more heavier than the weight of gold. look how far we go, look how far we grow, and i will always stay with you, until we grow grey and old. all i want is you say you won't let me go.

even in afterlife, even we change to spirit, i still want to be with you because you are always there when i need you the most of all the time. like in our vows, until death do us apart, i will always love you till i die. so i wrote this letter to you to let you know, to let everybody know that this is our story, our love and our ending. just you and me, always forever.

so just keep saying you won't let go because i will never let you go.